I am. At this very moment. Melting. flop! 
I had a really busy day which with my agoraphobia/anxiety was stressful.
Also last night there was a weird noise coming from the bedroom of mould that is being fixed up atm. At first I thought it was the wind so closed the window…got back into bed and there was still this weird clanging and banging. I thought maybe my cat was in the fitted wardrobe thing so I checked and nope..
Anyway I took me ages to go to sleep and I was woken in the night! I talk in my sleep and apparently I got up in the night shook my fist at the room and said ‘Fuck off Ghosts!!’ hahaha..
I had a little sleep anyway.. but today..
I went to the dentists, had to go to my docs which is about 30 miles away and I was anxious as I was still numb (I had a filling and an extraction..The extraction was more or less just a root though..trauma inducing all the same!) :/ I’m really not good at travelling at the best of times. After I went to my doctors I had a few other errands to do including getting my stamp to say I can do My University course next year…then straight back on the motorway while still feeling stressed.
GAH!
Now though..My mouth has finally de-numbed, I had a nice sandwich and am on the couch with my cat lying on me and we are all cosy listening to the rain lashing off the windows. It’s been such a tiring day that just to stop and be relaxed and calm (after about 4/5 hours of anxious stuff happening) was totally meltsome!
I already feel better already. I think sometimes happiness or contentment is the feeling you get after you have been through a period of stress or work or just being busy and out of your comfort zone. I don’t think you appreciate home and rest until you have been away and stressed.
I think maybe another part of happiness is doing the things you need to do but being able to unwind after. I know a lot of people find that difficult. Today for me not so much as I am tired from the meds I had to take to go to the dentist and because of those bloomin Ghosts!!!!!
Hope you all get to have some melty rest today!! xxLisa
Go in the room and tell the ghosts that they need to move on elsewhere. Worked for my sister.
Yeah, telling them to fuck off didn’t work! I’m not even sure I believe in them but my unconscious mind does and its MEAN to them!!!!!
xx
Oh my heck! The ghost thing totally cracked me up! Thanks for that. Trying a knew teaching method today… wish me luck.
Enjoy your happy resting time!
Rebecca
Yes.. Good Luck Rebecca! I forgot to mention on your page that ‘Guff’ over here is slang for farting!! I had to wonder about what a ‘Guff count’ might be!!
xxLisa
That’s funny! Guff over here is when you talk back to someone… like “Don’t give me any guff.” I like your definition better though! We have problems with that in class in 5th grade as well
Perhaps the poor ghosts are just looking for a warm place for the winter. Make them an offer, they can stay as long as they are polite and do not upset the rest of the household. I have an aunt who has made this offer every year, and she has never had ghosts bother her house. As for the dentist, the only thing I don’t like is when the freezing starts to wear off, you try to have a drink of something and end up drooling, as not all the freezing is gone.
Yup, I totally drooled all over the place.. it was ridiculous!
I’m not too bothered about the dentist experience it’s more having to be there that bothers me if that makes sense.
When I used to believe I Ghosts a lot more than I do now (and I haven’t,totally ruled them out) I knew there was a Ghost of an old woman when I lived in my flat. I said it was ok to be there as long as she didn’t scare me. Interestingly enough I was Jamming with a new guitarist who seemed ok. I said I read tarots and I went to get them from my cupboard loads of books feel on my head and as I glanced around in a daze it was like there was loads of gold shadowy people standing behind me. It was like they were telling me to get him out. He did end up turning out stalking me and was a professional football hooligan (I only learned this after I de-friended him) but a pretty rough and violent bloke all around really. I wonder if maybe my ghost/spirit guides were protecting me. In have had a few experiences like that, which is why even though I try to rationalise things now I still believe in some things supernatural.
Thank.. xxLisa
That makes me laugh…Ghosts?..How cool would that be!
It’s midnight in Australia so I’m off to bed…Hopefully without the company of Ghosts.
Goodnight x
LMAO!! whhhhhhooooooooooooooooooooooogoood niiiiiiiiiiiiighhhhhhhhhhhht!!! :O
xxLisa
i hate those nights you cant sleep because of noises in the room i suffer from anxiety too and seems to be happening more because im sick i find myself talking to God alot it helps
I think doing whatever works for you is great. I know people who have to have the TV or radio on low to help them sleep. Weirdly that night I don’t know if white noise would have blocked out the sounds as they were really loud. I haven’t heard them since.. so not sure what it was all about.
xxLisa